THE LIGHTHOUSE THAT SENDS OUT HER LIGHT

So you may have noticed that my last blog was somewhat sad and low key. That piece, I wrote last night, here in Munich..After writing that segment, I was feeling so much upwelling of emotion, and feeling like I had hit a wall. I wanted to get to the source of it. But what it felt like was...I was trapped.

Earlier in the day, I had a walk with a wonderful man I met in the park, in my favorite meadow. As I spoke to him, I realized that as nice as it was to meet with him and get acquainted that there was the feeling of spinning my wheels here in Munich.

But I still thought..I'm supposed to be here in Munich. I'm supposed to meet people HERE. I'm supposed to help open up the Strategic Attraction Work here in Germany. I'm supposed to learn German. But something doesn't feel right. Someone invited me to a gathering of English speaking parents in the nearby community, and when I thought of driving there, I said, "No". No more winding streets and getting lost and narrow passages and tight parking spaces. So then, it's better to turn that into...WHAT DO I WANT? WHAT WOULD BE THE WAY I WANT IT TO GO?

So, I felt excited about sharing The Jewel Project with people and the Strategic Attraction Planning, AND something didn't feel right..and I was beginning to feel lost.

In fact, I felt totally alone! And there was not the usual escape route..call someone on Skype..so I raised my hand in the air to ask the angels for some guidance..
then I went to the laptop, and started typing an email to my mentor..and just spilling out all of my confusion.

And she picked up on the main theme...
"Annie what I'm getting is that you should be in Spain! That's where your project is! That's where Principe is! That's what you came to Europe for!
Why aren't you there? How did you end up in Germany?

what happened to your internal guidance? Where did you get off the path...Your navigational system is beeping and saying, "please get back on the highlighted path"

Oh, boy was I relieved! I was feeling such a longing to be in Spain, in the Jewel, with Principe and the community I know there! Whew!

So here's what I see that I did to attract this whole situation of being stalled in Munich longer than the divine had intended...
I thought that money had to come first before making plans to travel. Now you might say,"but Annie, isn't that true?"

Hmmmm. I'm going to twist your mind a little, as I've had to do mine.

We have been so well trained in the old paradigms...first have the material, then make your dreams, your plans...then be happy. First have the money...then do the talking. I'm here to tell you I fell into that old trap.

So I think I've been here about ten days too long, and during that time I've been figuring it out how to make it work, to begin my work here, find a place to live when it gets cold, start workshops, learn German and so forth...but guess what? my light shines the brightest when I'm in Spain with my Principe, the holder of the promise of The Jewel...

and so in Spain is where my light vibration will get out brightly...that's where all the attracting will happen! where I'm happy, and where things happen with ease! "but,but,but, you say and I say." The Spaniards are not so this and that...and here in Munich is this and that...Munich is where the .....is
nuhuh...has nothing to do with that.

As long as I stay true to my course, my lighthouse shines brightly, and you'll get some of that light! And people will find me from the most amazing corners of the planet!

So I am now so relieved and happy. I'm going to Spain next week in my campervan, The Prince! Principe, here I come!

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