You see my campervan, Prince, parked near the park filled with gratitude/ and you see Principe, my cat in Spain who holds the promise of the Jewel Community: a profitable, self-sustaining,educational and crafting community,where each one feels acknowleged for who they truly are

THE POPE'S IN MUNICH and THERE'S A BIG FORGIVENESS HAPPENING: ARE THE TWO RELATED?
So I've been getting a forgiveness card almost every day this week. And this has never happened before...to pull one so often. The angel cards are usually on target, I've found.
Yesterday, when I pulled it, I thought, still??? MORE forgivenss? to whom? for what?

Meanwhile, my email I sent out starting a week ago to my Strategic Attraction Coaching community, had the subject heading: BEING CHEATED BY THE VAN SELLER..YOUR THOUGHTS APPRECIATED
I was guided to demand justice from him...and no more sweet little Annie...I resisted doing this for about ten days...then I began writing to him a letter to be translated. I turned into a tyrant queen. I remember my former Spiritual teacher refering to me as the "screaming queen", about 17 years ago, after a certain incident.

I turned into a screaming queen again. So I swung from being passive, in my calm bliss, to being a screaming queen. Scolding, demanding, and making him WRONG!

I showed this letter to my Strategic Attraction Planning community,by email and it was a NO PASS!
And then I got some direct direction: Since I say "I was being cheated.." And since I know that I attracted that... (like attracts like)

the question is...I must have been cheating,too. what man have I cheated, or what people have I cheated..and then there's cheating myselfWell, when I read that, I went GUUULLLLPPP from the bottom of my pit. I knew I had to face it.

The tricky part for me is to look at where I've been doing this, and not tear myself to shreds.

So I wrote out as many events I could think of , where I cheated people. What I used to do, was...withold part of the information, for fear that I wouldn't get what I want. And this is exactly what the van seller did to me.

Then I felt the impact. I realized that when I witheld information, people couldn't really tell what I wanted, because I was witholding part of the information, or wouldn't say at all.
I remembered how possessive I was around food until very recently. I could see this holding onto things and holding onto parts of information...not letting them be known or shared.

So I had to make sure to remind myself that what I wrote down is the past and it has no meaning...it doesn't mean I'm bad or good. I put myself into loving light.

This morning, I felt worse. It was a very cold night, and somehow the cold kept trying to creep in beneath my layers of blankets. I climbed out of the campervan in my pyjamas and jacket and who would be waiting for me, but the magical white cat that jumped out of the tree on my first night under the gratitude tree! This cat is has the most pure divine energy, if there is such a distinction. It is a cat like Principe that almost doesn't seem to touch the ground with its delight. Its angelic.
This was my divine encouragement and acknowlegement.

As the morning wore on,I sensed that I wasn't the only one going through this healing, and I had to go to the forest and DO SOMETHING!

I had this big question...how to forgive? how to forgive? and I knew this was disempowering to pretend as though I didn't know...so I opened up "The Game of Life" by Frances Scovel Shinn and I read a very simple instruction:

"in steadily repeating the afirmation, "I cast this burden on the Christ within, and go free," the vision clears and with it a feeling of relief , and sooner or later comes the manifestiation of good, be it health, happiness or supply."It was a sunny day today in Munich and I biked out to my favorite clearing in the forest. It's a place where when people cross the clearing there is the deepest respect for each other.

I raised my arms to the warm sun and the totally solid blue sky and I offered my burden to the Christ, or I like to say to the divine Masters and angels. I could feel it release...loosen...I know because I start to feel joy come through.

I could feel my body full of stuff that I had stored in so many parts. It was now time to begin to let all this stuff to loosen and flow out. I don't have to know a particular dance or tai chi...that has been my experience..there's enough divine guidance inside of me, to show the way to move. I just let myself be guided by how my body wanted to move. People passed by and I waved and smiled and they smiled back.

Then I moved to the lush green clover grass earth, and lay in the sun on my back and swayed back and forth..I could feel all the painful spots, that I didn't know were there hours before. The great thing about Germany is you can take any clothes off, and people pay no attention...I took off my shirt, it was getting so hot...and basked in the sun as I rolled and rolled , kind of like a dog on her back, sguiggling this way and that, and that way and this, in any way I was guided.
I felt myself begin to loosen...

and sure enough, later in the day...other people were going through the same healing and forgiveness.

and interesting ..The Pope was in the square in Munich today...
and this evening, a new acquaintance I met in the park,just blocks from where the Pope appeared, told a story that she had to heal...10 years before, before the pope was the pope, he had interviewed her for a job in a Catholic institution, and he had refused her because she was a Mom without the Dad around. She was also refused and thrown out by a school director, and suffered berating criticism from family members, and on and on..

She had attracted all these people being critical of her, rejecting her! For her, it became clear to heal in herself the issue of criticism, rejection/acceptance. For her, the question could be..with whom have I been unaccepting and critical, including myself?

Then I called my sister in Baltimore...where she was in breakdown..
and yet for us..however it looks..even though painful..is beneficial

And for her today...
here's how it looked...
family member attacking her and physically attacking her
they are camping since one month and no other home
no more money in the account
credit card overdrawn...
ex-husband blaming her that day for the way she raised her daughters
and the day before she had a tooth extracted, after a month's infection

my sister and I know the blessings in all of this, and know that many more are on their way,,, always
My sister is standing up for her dream.
Her dream to be an innkeeper, for an establishment which holds the space of integrity, to her satisfaction..
so after one breakdown and another, innkeepers that didn't work out,
innkeepers that deceive, just like my car salesman,
rainy nights in a tent,
with her daughter and her grandson,
she held out for a better place to work and she begins on Sept.15th

So as I called her, her tooth extracted the night before and her body reeling,
her car battery dead
in the campground,

I took her through the forgiveness process that I had just given myself..
she is a willing recepient..
sometimes I think I'm like Jnaneshwar, the young teacher saint in India, who coached his brothers and sisters, and all acheived sainthood at a young age.
for her, it was also forgiving herself for being unaccepting
She attracted men and people not accepting her
and so she took on looking at where she had been unaccepting
and doing it with love..
and then she was also going to go to the grass and dance under the same sun.
And just before we finished she warned me that her cell phone was about to run out of juice...just at the perfect moment.

So, I sense that there are many of us who are feeling the call to forgiveness, given all that happened this day.

THE NEXT IMPORTANT STEP IS TO SAY WHAT I WANT FROM HERE..
WHAT BEEING DO I NOW WANT?
FOR HERE I STAND
AS I DO IN EVERY MOMENT
ALWAYS THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY
TO SAY WHAT I WANT
I KNOW WHAT I WANT..
BEING..
BEING GOLDEN TRUST
and here's what I see..
its always my golden opportunity to trust..
to say the entire truth with love
to speak the perfect and less than perfect
to each and every,
and trust that the law of attraction will do its magic, as always.I got so clear in these last 48 hours, that I can't blame the world for anything...it does no good...it just keeps the whole thing perpetuating...we can see how, until now, we perpetuated it, in each of our lives..this is how applying the Law of Attraction, and Strategic Attraction Planning T works. you just read about part of the process...you saw the 'shifting' happened today...I encourage you to allow yourself the same opportunity...to heal yourself and cause of rippling of forgiving. This Strategic Attraction technology is the work of Jan Stringer and Alan Hickman at Perfect Customers, Inc, along with the 30 Certified Strategic Attraction Coaches around the world.

Come join us in being the ones to heal and forgive.If you're going to be in Munich or close by, contact me:
annie@awakeningadventures.biz
www.awakeningadventures.biz

For other locations, contact Perfect Customers,Inc.