
TODAY, I'M RECEIVING
By the way, the picture is from a few weeks ago in Furstenfeldbrook. Blogger is again letting me download pictures. You may have noticed that August was filled with alot of blocked flow...all temporary, and exhausting at times. I could sense it in so many ways, but now that's past.
I've been listening keenly to divine messages..and here's how you do it..if you get a thought coming through to you three times or more, and you feel love and joy with it, it's something to listen to. I find I gather this information over time. So here is what I've gathered.
For one thing, Gina kept mentioning to go visit Starnberg, a wealthy village on Lake Starnberg, just outside of Munich. So funny, that day that the Prince had to go to get his license..Herr Wolfart couldn't do the paperwork for me in Munich, because Herr Karl-Heinz in Frankfurt had made mistakes in my insurance paperwork! So that was the day I had to follow him, driving the campervan for the first time, to Starnberg! (on that day I was just keeping my nervous system in some kind of order, and who cares about Starnberg!) Then when I do a search for Starnberg, I see that there are retreats for Barry Long's work ( an australian master who just passed away, quite an incredible being). So then I realize in that area, there are many spiritual centers..the Dalai Lama has a center, too. So Starnberg is one of the hints.
Now its so funny, the Prince is perfect for me. He's been the vehicle to guiding me or actually to slowing me down, enough, to receive what there is here in this area.
I was so fixed on getting to Spain! My heart is there, the project will be constructed there. So no matter how hard I tried to get on the road to Spain, I get being directed back here to Munich. (it could have looked like a had 'a bunch of painful obstacles', but those obstacles are actually huge blessings, as you will see.) So the Prince is taking divine orders to keep me in this area for awhile!
And this area of Munich is also magical. I also get many other divine hints from the people in my current life. Gina gave me another hint. She showed me her favorite meadow in the middle of the forest. And something told me, I would receive divine hints while being there. I'll return to this part later.
More hints: When I called Mom and Dad a few days ago, Mom said one of those divinely inspired things...she said,"I'm glad you're staying in Munich for a while. I'm just glad." Of cours Dad said the perfect Dad thing, " I'm just happy you go whereever, as long as you're happy." ( Our family made this promise to each other, as we all split ways: that we would all continue to be happy,no matter what!)
More hints: I kept returning to my previous husband's email address, when I would do mailings to people. He is German and he lives in Berlin now and we are out of contact. I thought, "am I supposed to get in touch with him?" And when I did include his email in a mailing, it came back to me.
All along, I've been thinking of the friends from my past Siddha Yoga days, whom are from this area. But not really thinking much about contacting them...been busy trying to get to Spain!
So this morning, as with most days, I do an angel card reading, and I pull the three cards:
Mother , Steady Progress, Move ( I really got that I was supposed to move my body today.)
I read my TUT.com daily reading:
Did you know, Annie, that if you can see a cloud, it can see you?
Same for trees.
And beauty.
Tallyho,
The Universe
Then I read the 13 moon calendar for today: It's a Red Spectral Serpent day.
I know this may not mean much to you, but when I read about the day, the quote:
"I have heard that the body listens to rythms, the mind can't even hear."It became clear, even before chanting today, to go out into the forest on bicycle!
I rode vigorously, and then it dawned on me to go to Gina's meadow. It is one of those days when the puffy cold clouded air moves and the sun shines through beaming between the moving clouds.
I parked my bike and walked out into the open field. I did a dance,swaying and twirling in gratitude, my arms up and swaying like antennae, collecting the beneficial messages. And after moving a while, the name Martin came to mind, and as I continued to move, his last name came to me easily. Ah-ha, that's why I kept getting suggestions of my former husband's name...they used to be good friends, and we came here to Munich about 20 years ago to visit him. We were all connected through Siddha Yoga. Sautamali and I were on staff in those days.
Then I had a hunch that Martin could be in Starnberg! And then I got that Martin is one of the people I'm supposed to connect with about The Jewel Project! There is someone else here, Annaliese, that I am also being led to. Annaliese is a teacher and we spent years working together with the children.
I can trust that this is divine inspiration, because I've had so many hints, it wasn't as though I thought, OK let's contact him...he might have a lot of money..or let's contact him...who knows what people he knows. No, it didn't come from my mind. It fell in, through my heart. It was though I was being tugged at by the shirt-tails.













